d0ggYsMiLe’s bLogz!!!

this is it.. the most awaited day has come… what will happen.. will everything come to reality or will it be one of those days that goes up to nothing??? we will have to wait and see later…

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It’s thursday… it’s the second day off i’ll be having this week… just too bad i failed QA last week… it was really dissapointing… after coming to work for like 7 days, and you’ll be surprised by that sad news… anyways, that’s just one week.. i’ll try to do better this week even though its for only three days of work.. i can’t wait for saturday… that’s three days off.. and just in time for that special day… i wish that day would change my course of life… i am waiting for this day to finally meet her again… but still, there’s a lot of things going on inside of me that i can’t change… there are some things that i don’t want her to know…what would she tell me if she would know… tomorrow will be our special day.. anyway, i need to be happy that it’s already the 24th of april.. i need to think about it… those three days would change everything… if i would be going in this direction or not.. that’s it for today.. until tomorrow

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now i finished work!! at last, that gruesome 13 days are over..  it’s time for me to rest and enjoy my day off after that long stretch.. but i don’t know what to do now. i was thinking of sleeping the whole day but that would be bo0o0o0o0o0oring… what if i play rose again??? wouldn’t that be nice?? why not???but it would cost me a lot that i would think??? now, i’m enjoying the benefit of having so much rest that i could think of… even though i’m sleepy right now, i don’t want to lie down just yet.. maybe i’ll just continue this after i wake up… until then..

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i finished my work as of today… i was supposed to be off today but NO!! i never knew why i took this day to work… it’s maybe because of something i don’t even know…. i’ve ended the 12th day of my 13-day stretch of work… FYI, that 13-day work stretch is a result of my swap mismanagement…. that’s why since the 8th of april until the 20th of april, i have to work without offs.. what a waste of energy and an opportunity to earn money.. hahah!!!! but going back for today, is it because i wanted one thing?? but how much i think about it, it will never be a reality… but i don’t care, i just need to think that “she” is always there… i want to tell her how much i miss and love her… it’s been almost 3 years and a half.. geez!!! that’s how lonmg it is?? and it just passed by just like that?? anyways, need to save energy for work later 14:00 GMT+8.. hahha!!! till tomorrow!!!

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it’s been a while since i have visited my blog….

this time, it will be everyday….